October 28, 2020

4:48pm, McMechen Street and Eutaw Place, Baltimore, MD

My hamstrings are very sore. I did not warm up. My time tonight is limited. I am bored with my shapes. It annoys me how my legs and arms pull me around myself. I think I settled for this site. I am having thoughts and feelings about my pregnancy journey. Struggling to feel positive when not distracted by work. Harboring the impulse to run away from most things. My sense of self feels somewhat fragile. Being sore, not warmed up and lacking motivation/inspiration for today's dance isn't helping matters. I want to end this entry with meaningful words put together in a poetic flow. Not gonna happen. Day three hundred two.