October 29, 2020

6:16pm, W 28th Street and Cresmont Avenue, Baltimore, MD

Today has been emotionally challenging. I am pushing back on some of my thresholds of tolerance... resisting the urge and impulse to run away from a challenging journey. Taking note of the ways I feel under siege and trying to rest there. This site and this dance are exactly what they needed to be. Someone asked me if I was doing tai chi or yoga. I try to respond and continue the dance. I guess in this moment I realize I will always be questing for better in the dances I make. I cannot settle ever. However, I will continue to practice the acceptance of what is. Two truths; the desire for better and the acceptance of what is. Day three hundred three.