June 17, 2020

7:02pm, JHU Homewood Campus, on some grass near Shriver Hall, Baltimore, MD

I have rage and sadness in me today. My words do not feel anywhere near adequate to express, acknowledge, repair, hold, soothe, call out, call in, demonstrate, be accountable... I almost diverted from my plan to use the JHU campus for my ongoing site scouting. I held fast to my intention and found this spot. There is a moment in the dance where my rage comes out through vocalizations. I recognized the ways I am failing Move Move today... and I am slowly learning how to do better. I've gotta transform these feelings into actions. Day one hundred sixty-nine.