October 1, 2020

4:30pm, Morris Street and Brooks Lane, Baltimore, MD

Slow realization that being back to a full time work schedule impacts the energy I have to commit to this work. I would have preferred to jump the fence but it just doesn't feel right. I tried to give myself a prompt for today... ended up just feeling like an uninspired noodle. More and more I am looking forward to being done with this project. What does that mean? What can I take from this work into the future? I know I'm not trying to be a performer. Dance just makes me feel like myself in the same way that making things with my hands makes me feel right. Day two hundred seventy-five.