March 21, 2020

3:36pm, W University Parkway and Kittery Lane, Baltimore, MD

Today I have been consumed with anxiety about not knowing how this global pandemic will shape up. Today's prompt is WONDER. I thought some ground work would evoke a sense of wonder from me. Not so much. I keep thinking about what will happen if a shelter in place goes into effect... One day at a time. It took effort to get up and go outside today. Tomorrow will be different. The dance today was really just me messing around. Without access to the gym, some of my improv rehearsal changes. I think I feel useless today. Even though I have done productive and life affirming things. Uncertainty is scary. Walking over here, I thought about how much has changed since I started this project. The air is cool and crisp. Today feels like spring, like a spring from my memory. Today's dance wasn't anywhere close to my best. At least there can still be monotony in times like these. Day eighty-one.