August 12, 2020

5:36pm, secret path off the Wyman Dell near Art Museum Drive, Baltimore, MD

I. Am. Over. The. Heat. And. Humidity. Thunder rolls and rumbles. The temperature will drop a bit as the rains come. My days off of scheduled work have felt unproductive and I am trying to accept that fact. A desire to move slowly but really I wish I was in a site where dancing on the ground was more accessible. I struggle to slow down in my movement sometimes. I am looking forward to September when my gym membership is active again. Hopefully I will have access to a studio. So much to explore and refine. Today I moved how I felt (I do most days). Slowish, sluggish, slightly reactive and falling into old patterns. No time to sit and ponder further. There are evening commitments to fulfill. Day two hundred twenty-five.