October 16, 2020

5:50pm, E Trenton Street and N Calvert Street, Baltimore, MD

This brick wall reminds me of the first day of this project, the first day of this tumultuous year. I watched a segment of someone else's improv earlier today and felt momentarily released from my overthinking. This site was accidental but I was looking for a site... so I suppose more accurately I could say this site is unintentional. My body and energy cast the intentions. I've been trapped in overthinking, one of my ongoing curses. Sometimes I just need to let loose and dance because of how it feels. I've been saying I don't are how it looks but deep down, I haven't purged the desire to be seen and validated. I probably will always live with that to a varying degree. Red brick is my favorite. A common feature in this city and regular theme in this project. Rest assured when this is all over, more themes and patterns will be revealed. More opportunities to reflect and gain deeper insight into my psyche and physical existence. Day two hundred ninety.