November 9, 2020

5:07pm, North Alley and Charles Street, Baltimore, MD

I just had a major dental procedure done. My lower right jaw is numb. I was not and am not feeling the dance, this moment, anything really. It's a long walk home. Fuck. Where did my enthusiasm go? Where did my inspiration go? Where did this year go? Fuck. A small bus is coming down the alley and I think I'm drooling. Fuck. Day three hundred fourteen.