May 2, 2020

3:05pm, Ellerslie Avenue and E 36th Street, Baltimore, MD

Here I am. Today is a rest day for working out. I have been biking around a bit and doing some improv drilling, all before recording. The ground is wet-ish. I want to roll around more but am not interested in mud and grass stains. Although I'm not sure I've avoided them entirely. So many people not wearing masks. Makes me want to scream. Wide open space is such a privilege in so many ways. This site isn't particularly exciting for me. More of a functional decision than anything else. Today feels like the perfect temp. Right around 70. Field of dandelion poofs. Slower but not quite slow. Reflective. Repetitive. Reactionary. Relative. Rest. I did a live stream performance last night... maybe still feeling the resonance of that. I am feeling overwhelmed and underwhelmed. Confidently unsure. Solidly fractured. Here I am. Day one hundred twenty-three.