July 15, 2020

7:41pm, Dept of Earth and Planetary Sciences on JHU Homewood campus, Baltimore, MD

I envisioned one site, walked to it and found another. I liked the way the tall lilies were lazing in the breeze. After more than a month off, I did some yoga. Today has been spent being productive and a bit of self reflection. I have been slowly confronting my conflict avoidant behavior. It's definitely rooted in white supremacy and trauma. Last night's dance was short and vibrant. It wasn't brilliant however, it reminded me I do have focus and a clue as to what I am doing. I have to believe in myself for so many reasons right now. This breeze is refreshing. Day one hundred ninety-seven.