January 28, 2020

7:00pm, W Biddle Street and Martin Luther King Boulevard, Baltimore, MD

Apparently I'm living for these night time vids... Meandered for a bit after leaving work. Haven't spent much time in Mount Vernon recently. There's good sites here. I enjoyed the layout of the planters. Just started by engaging them. It felt simple. I am often vexed by simple. As if complex is somehow better... sometimes it's just more. Maybe tomorrow I can challenge myself with a morning video before work. There's this voice inside of me that regularly screams, "Do you see me?! Do you see me?!" Do I? Do I see myself? I show up and I work. I care, I empathize, I human. I dance (I would argue dance is an innately human response to audio and internal stimulus). What more am I looking for? What am I not that I can change? If I change, will I be satisfied or will I continue to yearn for more, to be more fully seen? How much of me do you need to see for me to feel seen? Day twenty-eight.