January 22, 2020

4:46pm, Exit 6 on 83 Southbound, Baltimore, MD

As I cross the walking bridge, on my way home, I look over to my right and see this perfect site. Where 83 Southbound is intersected by an on ramp just before exit 6. Some might say a dangerous site. I argue it's exciting and full of energy. The cars rushing past. It's 40 degrees out. A relief from the low 30's. It is hard to resist the magnetism of the cars and their obvious direction. I'm still dealing with a strained trapezius, so an undercurrent of pain is present. I was in a funky mood earlier today. Not sure what flushed it. Danced with my headphones on yesterday. That did clear some angst about this project and life. Doesn't it take at least a month for something to become a true habit? Maybe I need to meditate a bit before moving? Maybe I just need to wait and see what unfolds... I like this site because it is dangerous and exciting. I did not feel unsafe. I felt liberated. Day twenty-two.