December 14, 2020

4:47pm, N Howard Street and W 26th Street, Baltimore, MD

Today I lost something that wasn't even there. I am sad yet resigned to moving forward. Determined to make the last days of this year count. I have so many other things to look forward to... Walking to this site, I knew how I was going to start, folded forward and rarely completely upright. I'm less than 20 feet from a site I used much earlier this year. That's just a statement of fact. I am holding no judgement toward myself. I like the gathering of hoses and there's a small bundle of flowers just to the left. I wonder if my phone captured that. My work is cut out for me. Just have to keep showing up. Day three hundred forty-nine.