August 5, 2020

8:31pm, St. Paul Street and E 34th Street, Baltimore, MD

I wanted to start from slumping at my core. I'm not sure where I actually started. A full day of working with children. Still circling the "checked out" drain but with more resistance. There isn't an objective today, except to get through it. There's a frog croaking. I think a cab driver may have been watching. I found myself to be insecure and hesitant. Gosh, I need therapy again. Mosquitoes and grass. Only moments into August and already I can feel it fading away. Day two hundred eighteen.