August 10, 2020

8:00pm, Carnegie Way and Bill + Tom Way, Baltimore, MD

The ending felt like spell casting. I was trying to harness the reverberation of the music I listened to before recording. I've been feeling insecure about a lot of things lately. This site falls into the "meh" category. Even though I feel meh about the site and my movement, it's not the same as earlier this year. I am trying to recognize and harness the ways in which I've gained control over my dancing. As of late, I tend to reflect on earlier moments from the year. Every dance circulates within me. That is information. My mind is jumping from thought to thought between each sentence I write. I am growing accustomed to the solitude of my life. Do I want to share any of this anyway? I started rethinking what to do with the site photos after a brief conversation with Heather. External input gives me something to push against... like my feet on the ground. Or when I grab at the air and use tension to reflect invisible mass that I move around. This project won't have a natural conclusion. Am I okay with that? Day two hundred twenty-three.